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monkey d luffy ([personal profile] bigsmile) wrote2023-10-25 08:40 pm

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MONKEY D. LUFFY

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un: nami, the bestie report

[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-08 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
That Wen Kexing guy said he was alone here for about three months before someone else from his world showed up. Maybe that means Usopp might still come?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-08 06:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Not honest? So? We shouldn't hold out hope for Usopp?

Also what do you mean? Did he just start out telling you he's a liar or something?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-08 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Huh? As in being married would make him honest? Is he, like, cursed?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-09 03:58 pm (UTC)(link)
People say really weird things here. Does that mean we're not honest? I don't get it.

Hey, have you heard anything about this dark water stuff?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-12 02:21 am (UTC)(link)
How many things taking on people's faces are there? I thought the one on the sinking boat you and Buggy were on was it.

This place is dangerous. [ Which, obviously, but forgive her Luffy, she's thinking out loud. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-13 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ A snicker. ] The what?

I'm not sure what's more concerning, that everyone here has been kidnapped or that some have been away from their homes for a long, long time.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-16 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's network, which, I don't get but, considering all the other mystery...

I don't know Luffy. If that Karsa woman is right and we got pulled out of our world it might not be so easy to find an exit. [ Nami tilts her head back and sighs before she looks at the communicator again, raising her eyebrows at him as she adds, dryly. ] Lucky you have such a good navigator, right? [ That they're lost makes her feel very responsible. They're not supposed to get lost under her watch. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-19 11:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Can you call it a job if you taste food all the time anyway?

But, if it was a lie someone would have figured it out by now. Some of these people in this group are weird, but, I don't think they're all stupid, if any of them are. A couple that I've spoken to so far seem pretty far from it.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2023-11-26 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
Into getting paid? I kind of hoped you would have led with that when you got the job. We need to make sure we have a cushion for ourselves, just in case.

We don't have a choice, but - it sucks that you're going to have to wait even longer to get there.
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u know what this is

[personal profile] cartographie 2024-04-10 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's a lot to give up, and a lot to gain. There was no way they wouldn't return to the world, especially as crew members vanished through the beacons ahead of them, leaving Nami and Luffy hanging around for the end of this chapter in Akhuras' history. Of course, they'd gotten into more than just watching the world end, and while Luffy has always meant this much to Nami, sharing that with him, not to mention acting on that to any extent, has been an unexpected, wonderful gift.

Knowing that the feeling won't go anywhere but her understanding of it will, is a lot to deal with. She’s distanced herself from the luxury of feeling her feelings for so long, the unusual layers in the ones she harbors for Luffy present a challenge Nami couldn’t have prepared for. For the sake of everything waiting when they go back, they’ve agreed to play it safe, a direction Nami won’t ever fail to support, even if, in this instance, it’s left her mourning.

Getting through the final night before the last Beacon opens leaves her heart bruised, and it’s just before dawn that she gives in to the ache that’s been eating at her since they made their minds up.

When they go through the Beacon, it’s with a scrap of paper each, tucked deep into their back pockets, known only to Nami and forgotten – like everything else that’s passed between them these months – once her feet hit the decks of the Merry again. Even if she could dwell, she can’t, one moment she’s a world away, and the next, it’s another day at sea, with a hundred and one things to do to keep this ship headed towards The Grand Line.

The handwriting’s her own, though she can’t remember writing the note, nor does Nami fully wrap her head around the vague message she’s left herself and forgotten. The weird thing is that she doesn’t question who the note’s talking about.

She loves them all, but the degree she cares for Luffy isn’t something she’d shout from the rooftops, or even whisper. Parts of it go beyond the normal devotion to the crew, and those are aspects she wouldn’t dare put a word to, even if reading the word love doesn’t shock her like it would if that wasn’t the right term for it.

‘And he knows.’

Whatever version of herself wrote this – and the smart Berry would be on drunk, even though she can’t remember drinking enough to do something this odd – apparently forgot about all the weird facets that compose Luffy being aware of something. He moves in mysterious ways.

So what does he know? And how does he know it? And – the thing that keeps her pacing faster in a circle around her room – if knows it, does he really know it at all? With a guy like Luffy, a woman’s got to prepare herself for all the absurd, existential possibilities.

The need for fresh air drives her outside, breathing in the salty breeze with an extra bit of relish she can’t remember having a day ago while she stares up at the night sky, the scrap of paper still balled in her fist.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-04-16 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ Even though she doesn't know what to feel right now, Luffy is still a welcome sight as he approaches her on the deck. Her hand tightens around the scrap of paper in her hand, and while Nami is tempted to pocket it, she's too unsure of what she would have to say for herself if he asked what she had. ]

Not tonight, just needed a break from reading. [ For whatever reason, it felt like there was a lot to catch up on, even though she hadn't been away from her notes and her maps for longer than a day at the most. ]

Are you?

[ Then, before he gets the chance to, and because there's a weird fluttering nervousness in her stomach as the issue of what, if anything, Luffy knows presses on her, keeping her talking. ]

You better not be here to try and get me to do it for you so you can go nod off.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-04-17 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
With your bounty, we'll be lucky if Loguetown isn't excited to see you, too.

[ Not that Nami's going to pin her hopes on everyone in this crew being able to maintain a low profile for a prolonged amount of time, and she knows them all well enough to know she's looking at the most attention drawing suspect of them all.

Which gives her something to think about that isn't the scrap of paper tucked into her balled up hand.
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We've got about another day to go, if the wind stays with us, you're gonna be out here looking for a while.

[ Only after she says it does Nami realize that an off-handed remark like that might sound like she's got an alternative in mind, something she wouldn't consider painting herself into a corner were it not for the sudden rush of unknown variables seemingly hanging in the air between herself and the captain. ]

It's worth looking anyway, maybe. [ Nami adds, quickly looking out at the starry horizon, suddenly struck by the awareness she's been watching anything but. ] Funny how lately it feels like I've gone a long time without looking at it, even though I see it every day.

[ She's babbling, and she needs to stop. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-04-21 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her eyes narrow at the suggestion, shaking her head. ]

No, thanks, you can keep it. Somebody's gotta be able to go places without getting bothered on this crew. [ Or bothering anybody else, sorry Usopp, Sanji. ]

Once we get to The Grand Line, anything's supposed to be possible. But, different how?

[ How normal this conversation feels is steadying. She needs that right now, something to take the edge off all the wondering about the contents of a stupid note she can't remember writing but clearly must have. ]

Wanna walk around with me?

[ And why does asking him something that blasé make her want to squirm right out of her skin, strangely unsettled by the familiarity when she knows she shouldn't.

Stupid note.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-05-04 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
Don't sell me short.

[ The rebuttal comes immediately, but she sounds markedly breathless when she says it, something she hears but doesn't know what to do with. A stupid comment like that shouldn't be enough to push her off her game even slightly, and yet here she is, following that tart retort up with a soft peal of nervous laughter before stepping past him so he can't see her face while she contends with – well, with whatever the fuck this feeling is. ]

They should be, by now.

[ And that's right, but isn't. The sense that time has fallen out of joint like a hip or a shoulder washes over her again as she approaches the trees with Luffy beside her, her eyes narrowing just a touch at the corners. It feels like the branches should be burdened with ripe fruit by now, but they've barely been at sea a week after departing the Conomi Islands. ]

I hope you're right, about the sea. [ It'll give her a good excuse to pick up new colors of ink as they go, but the idea makes her heart swell for deeper reasons than that, and when Nami speaks again she sounds downright winsome. ] My map is going to have every change in the water, too.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-05-13 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
Something tells me, your bounty's going to go up no matter what.

[ Because he's so damn delighted about it, that it's left her with almost no doubt the number tacked under his name on these posters is just going to climb higher and higher. And that scares her, maybe more than she'd like it to. There's no protecting someone like Luffy, who neither needs nor wants it, who blows her own strength right out of the water, and still, she can't shake the feeling that he's precious, and deserves it from her anyway.

But the whole crew is precious to her, Nami reminds herself, and while that should help, just like the tangerines being wrong, the sentiment fits, but it's not quite the whole picture.

The trouble is, she can't tell what's missing. Just that something is. The further trouble is, Luffy is talking and Nami hasn't been paying that much attention, too preoccupied with trying to shake this déjà vu-but-not.
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What?

[ Smooth, Nami.

Whirlpools, damn it. He was talking about the Grand Line.
] Oh. Sure. Monsters too. I can just see you three idiots fighting them right out of the water for Sanji to cook, too.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-05-26 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
My mom made it all the time.

[ Nami shoots him a look as soon as she says it, smirking wryly, while some part of her wonders if that's enough to tell him she's kidding around. She regrets the move almost instantly, because looking at Luffy means she's looking at Luffy.

Everything about this would feel so much less out of her hands if she just had a plan, or a clue as to why she was leaving herself notes, and the tangerines seemed to be growing slower than they should be – maybe. It's the tree she busies herself with now, hands carefully moving leaves aside before she finds a lone ripe one and carefully pulls it free, only to immediately pass it to him.
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Did… [ She starts, suddenly, her voice sounding weak to her ears. ] Did I get really drunk last night? [ It's the easiest question to ask, and the one with the most clarifying answer. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-06-17 06:39 am (UTC)(link)
Not exactly.

[ The trouble is, even though she's not drunk, Nami isn't any closer to working out what she's feeling. The words, like everything else, escape her. ]

I almost feel like I missed something. [ She looks away from him, lips pressed together in a thin line, narrowing her eyes at the moonlight catching on the sea. ] Almost like when you're doing something that takes longer than you think it did, and you find out it's later in the day than you thought.

[ That's the best she can do for an explanation, both for her sake and for his, and no sooner do the words leave her mouth than she feels ridiculous for trying to put words to what's probably a stupid feeling brought on from not being on land in a while.

That's a thing, right?
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Forget it.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-06-17 07:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ Under better circumstances she might have questioned when, in his whole life, he only ever slept for an hour, but Nami's too pressed, the unsettling feeling of being out of step with time pervading her thoughts the longer they talk about it. ]

Weeks. [ Nami echoes while she mulls it over. ] Months, the more I think about it.

[ Her mouth sets in a thin line as she purses her lips together. ]

Have you been having weird dreams? [ She doesn't know how to answer that, smarter to turn the question back around on him and see what happens. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-06-18 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Naturally he's got a baseline of weirdness, she expects that from him, but the remark still strikes her as funny enough to let her shoulders slacken up and some of the uneasiness she's been wading through dissolve.

It's a woefully short-lived reprieve.

Black plates are just black plates. They're meaningless, but the mention of one surfacing in his dreams makes Nami tense right back up, her eyes rounding as she's left momentarily speechless, utterly thunderstruck but unable to say why.

Black plates are just black plates, aren't they? The mental image of one almost immediately springs to mine, so keenly specific, she can't stop herself from speaking, asking questions she doesn't understand.
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Is the plate empty? [ Why does it matter if it is? Disconcerted by the thought that the her that knows the answer is the same her that stuffed that note in her pocket, Nami stares at Luffy, her jaw set tight with tension. ]
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-07-15 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ When she nods, it's almost too grave a gesture to stem entirely from simply agreeing with him. Yes, it's weird, but it seems like it runs a lot deeper than that too. With her thoughts whirling in what feels like a plot hole laden whirlwind, she stares at Luffy, her forehead creasing deeply. His voice sounds as strange as her own does to her ears at this moment, and the thought that he's wading through the same murky quagmire of knowing but not knowing is just one more thing that weighs on her. ]

What did it mean? That you missed dinner?

[ Even with a sword aimed at her heart, Nami wouldn't be able to say why that turned out to be the question she asked. It just sort of… happened. ]

Was it snowing? Were you on land? [ Plucking details from her imagination, sourced from nowhere, but ringing true. ] Were we on land?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-07-27 03:48 am (UTC)(link)
Like a castle. [ She repeats, not knowing if she should. ] Let's go. I need a drink.

[ At this point, it's either that or pace a hole in the floor of her bedroom while clutching the stupid note burning a hole in her pocket in her fist. Nami doesn't let herself think about the part of her that wants to stay in Luffy's presence, even as it flummoxes her completely.

Her pace is brisk as she turns from the trees to head towards the galley, one arm crossing over her chest, reflexively defensive, silently mulling over the castle. There was a tower. There were burnt clothes in the corners of certain spaces. There were so many places she can almost remember.
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Need me to pick the lock on the fridge?
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-08-01 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
[ Her eyes are dark with confusion, jaw tightening right up until the moment Luffy stuns her out of her reverie as his arm goes around her. In her shock, Nami's head snaps up a little faster than she'd like it to for the sake of playing it cool before she makes herself relax, wholly unwilling to endure being called out for how hard she's bristling right now. ]

I'll tell him I was testing the locks. [ Nami shrugs, but keeps the gesture minimal so as not to disturb the arm he's slung around her shoulders. It's vexing when it shouldn't be, but she still doesn't want it going anywhere – which is even more perplexing if she lets herself think about it too much. ]

They didn't pass.

[ Visions of black plates still dancing in her head, Nami stops right after they duck into the galley, letting the door swing closed behind them as she balances on one foot, her other leg bending up enough for her to fish one of her lock picks out of the top of her boot. ]

This ever happen to you before? Dreaming the same dream as someone else?

[ Lifting the pick and flashing him a small smile despite the weight of her questions, another of those dreamy recollections seeps into up back of her mind. She'd taken the same pick out after they split a sandwich behind prison bars, except thankfully Nami can't remember them ever being into custody for that to happen.

Thankfully, she only gapes at him blankly for a split second before pulling herself together and heading over to the lock, throwing herself into her work as a means of distracting herself from whatever is going on.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-08-13 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
[ The lock is shamefully easy to pick, but Nami takes her time with it, using the diversion to the fullest extent she can, as long as it means she doesn't have to turn around and contend with the suddenly intense task of looking at him head on again. With the hazy, but no less unsettling sense that they've done something like this before – chatting amiably while Nami picks a lock for their benefit – she can't trust herself to not stare and incidentally reveal just how baffled and bewildered she feels. ]

Can't say I have. This is a first for me. [ Nami's voice is low and matter-of-fact. As tempting (and plausible) as letting herself believe nothing out of the ordinary is happening here, deep down that feels like too big a lie to let herself indulge in, like she would struggle to look Luffy in the eye if she did. ]

Sandwiches… [ Nami presses her lips into a tense line as that passing remark strikes a chord, making the hazy things she can't quite remember a little more vivid, however fleetingly. ] I had a dream that we shared one. [ The lock pops open and Nami steps back, tossing it on the counter as she shakes her head at him, suddenly eager to brush the comment off. ] Crazy, huh? Like you'd ever share food like that.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2024-11-03 03:30 am (UTC)(link)
Just because it isn't bad, doesn't mean it's not weird.

[ And frankly, it's all bizarre. How she woke up off-kilter and hasn't been able to hit her stride since, bogged down by an unexpected, bewildering almost-memory, or the sense that it's been months, not hours since she went about the daily tasks that keep this ship upright and heading in the right direction.

Which means that regardless of what he says, Nami will worry, but now that routine concern is peppered with uncertainty, like she isn't sure she wants to see what's waiting when she turns over these rocks.
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Hey. [ She narrows her eyes, balancing on one foot as the other leg extends until she can nudge his calf with the top of her boot. Because she wants him to focus, and not at all because for a moment she forgot herself, and reaching for him felt all too natural. ] Get me a snack too.
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[personal profile] cartographie 2025-02-26 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ Internally debating what Sanji's reaction would be if he caught her raiding the fridge along with Luffy, she tisks under her breath after the captain reminds her to keep playing look out. ]

I'm watching, I'm watching. [ Rather than reminding him that she's been stealing long before he even left his village, Nami settles for another mildly exasperated huff. The hand not occupied holding the plate of sandwiches picks half of one up to bite off a corner before holding it close to Luffy's mouth for him to do the same.

It's an absent-minded movement, something she's not even cognizant of doing until an unexpected pang of nostalgia warms through her stomach. They've done this in reverse – she thinks, without understanding why when, as far as Nami can remember, this is the first time she's dared to try and split a sandwich with Luffy.
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